today im in no mood to tell u how to love urself. instead I will tell u my story to loving myself.
loving yourself in not easy to achieve. and once achieved it never remains constant. u always have to put some effort; but an effort put in for urself is more important and effective than an effort put in to make others love u.
I seriously love myself. I love my confidence and enthusiasm in doing new stuff. I have this weird ability to feel like I will melt out of nervousness but look hell of a confident in front of others that my friends get a little inspired from that...or not.
there r days where I don't know what I am doing or why, or I get sudden urges to cry. those days r quite dark. all the comments and situations that were bashful or not to my preference comes to mind, which then was tactfully avoided. these days u start questioning urself, and its really hard to love urself.
but what matters is(and what I say to myself is) to believe God has made u the best version of urself and u cant express that best version but beating urself up for some shit that others have been throwing at you, cuz if u stay like that it gives them more the reason to do so. bring out ur best version, show them what u r capable of, then they would kn what they r missing in life, and u would find the best in everything. it doesn't necessarily have to be joy or love, whatever u feel when u r truly believing urself is the feeling needed to kn urself. this is only possible when u love urself.
weird shit, but I like attention, as I love myself for what I do , I want people to see it, acknowledge it, feel it. I believe one can spread love only when he/she loves themselves.
love thyself!
peace out.
